MORNING EPIPHANY: I AM FAT

When I got up this morning I had an epiphany.......I AM FAT. Now when I tell you this I don't mean I weigh 121 and my usual weight is 120, I mean fat as in when your doctor gives you your weight chart and tells you were you are vs where you should be the circles are on opposite sides of the paper! I know I'm going to get a lot of people saying "Big is beautiful" and "love yourself don't be so hard on you'...BUT LET'S GET REAL PEOPLE. BIG CAN BE BEAUTIFUL....if you are a woman (or man) who can wear it well. 



These ladies are absolutely beautiful and wear their weight well.........and then you have me,,,

 I lost all "Shape" about 75 lbs ago. 


All that to say this morning I decided to take the bull by the horns and girl up. I got on the scale and waited for the scale to reach it's final destination. 

(I MADE ALL THE BELOW FACES AT ONCE)


294.6


Well damn! Depression and the love of cake are a  .

So it's come time to DOWNSIZE!

I have decided TODAY that in 30 days I will be 30 LBS lighter! (High Protein, Lower my Calories, + 1hr+ Workouts) I know there are some people who love working out but I am NOT one of them. SO I'm going into this with the mindset that "WORK"ing out is mandatory....just like work. You don't have to like it but if you want weekend/vacation money....you'll do it.  

Plus I'll be blogging about my journey since ..... if were really being honest nobody at my job wants to hear this crap. So I give my gift of gab to 
YOU! TTFN